Spent my day with no. 1 son... in Cambridge .. visited the Fitzwilliam Museum and took photos in the market.. I love the time spent with him.. he is still my boy and although he is grown now and my time like this with him is limited .... i really cant envisage not spending this time together..

My future lies ahead of me and i can see the time fast approaching when the children will be enjoying a life without my influence and i will be .. where.... i dont know but it is times like this that i miss what may have been.....

“To me, photography is an art of observation. It's about finding something interesting in an ordinary place...I've found it has little to do with the things you see and everything to do with the way you see them."

-Elliot Erwitt

In Flight.....

"A person is only complete when she has a true friend

to understand her, to share
all her passions and
sorrows with, and to stand
by her throughout her life."

Winters view...on life..

This has been a sad month for me.. hopes and dreams fading.....
Words unspoken that needed to be said... a sadness that will live on in the coming months .. a longing for what may have been...

26.12.10

A quiet .. peaceful day... no trauma .. no fuss...

24.12.10

A year that has been up and down ..... and i have not had the inspiration to keep my journal.... so now almost 6 months later i have decided to try again.. the past few months have been extremely difficult and are still so .. but there is a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel and I must make my way towards it despite how I feel for not to would be to sink into the blackness that threatens to envelope me at times..

Saturday 3 July 2010: Le Strange Arms.....

I went to the beach this evening on my way to see my friends children in their dance show....
This is Old Hunstanton beach. in Norfolk.. i am standing on the dunes where my son and his friends had their picnic a couple of nights ago... this is the view of the hotel which overlooks the beach...
It is an Best Western Hotel and their is a pub attached - the farmers arms which is always busy at night...
The hotel's publicity blurb reads...
We go that extra mile..... we are a people hotel....

Their policies are somewhat different.....
They have no responsibility or obligation to help anyone who may have been attacked on the beach... seeking help from this lit up solid establishment....

This is a place where families visit.. the beach this evening was full of young people enjoying the sunshine... I dont think they can be aware of the dangers as the sun goes down.. of the gangs that rome the beach and seaside town and of the callous policies of some local businesses.....